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Time heals it all
I know it, I feel it, but I pretend that i don't

Biography

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Singapore Polytechnic
Integrated Events & Project Management




Sweetdesires


A hint of everything;
To move to Korea;
A new Organ;
An acoustic guitar;
Get a degree in music studies / composition;
To pass my classical piano grade 6 exam;
To get into lvl. 8 for Pop Piano;
Vocal Classes;


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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

2 more days and I will be going somewhere, where I don't really know if it would make me extremely happy, or extremely sad.
Gosh, I can't stop thinking about you for a moment.
Madness, I am aware of it.
I not sure if it is because I can't let go, or I don't want too.
I guess that's what's stopping me from reaching out.
Gah, time really flies.
oh well, look at the positive side, I guess I am doing well now?
I hope things will look good in a long run too.
The future is getting harder and harder to move forward to.
Things are getting really really different.

I ask myself:

1. Should I follow my dream?
or
2. Should I be practical?

Sometimes, I really don't know.
The older you get, you start to realize things and see things that you never expect.
You start to see the needs and the society.
Life is unfair.
Not everybody get what they want.
I don't need a big house, I don't need a big car, I don't want expensive stuff.
All I ask for, is to be happy, blessed and feel the love and not the responsibility.
Life is indeed challenging. I am not smart, I am not pretty, nor am I special and unique.
People tell you to 'cross the line' but sometimes, you just have to accept it.
People are better than you, you know it, but you choose to deny it.
You get very protective of things, cos you don't want to lose it.
People get you wrong.
Natural human instincts tell them

1. I wanna make use of you
2. You are trying to control me
3. You afraid of losing me to someone else
4. I give you a certain kind of unexpected advantage

I feel that way too. But I always said, it is okay to be taken advantage of, if that fella knows the limit.
I is fine to loose.
You help someone, and don't expect someone else to help you back.
[Life just don't work that way]

But you know what.
We just have to face it.


♥it's always you that breaks my heart
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