Biography
Singapore Polytechnic
Integrated Events & Project Management
Sweetdesires
A hint of everything;
To move to Korea;
A new Organ;
An acoustic guitar;
Get a degree in music studies / composition;
To pass my classical piano grade 6 exam;
To get into lvl. 8 for Pop Piano;
Vocal Classes;
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Friday, February 17, 2012
I miss the past and don't look forward to the future.
I don't know what is going on in life right now.
A little lost.
In 1 week time, I'll be graduating from SP with a diploma in integrated events and project management.
In a few months time I'm leaving.
I will definitely miss a lot of people.
I can't wait to go back to my old self when I graduate.
It's nice to be what I am today, but it is extremely tiring.
Negotiation paper today went really well. 3 more papers to go and I'm done.
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
8:48 PM
8:48 PM
Friday, November 18, 2011
Tomorrow is the big day!
Driving test tomorrow and I really hope everything is well
Working very hard!
hehehes!
Kristen is home! yay to that!
please give me good news tomorrow.
Please stop giving me nerves!
Night
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
12:47 AM
12:47 AM
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
2 more days and I will be going somewhere, where I don't really know if it would make me extremely happy, or extremely sad.
Gosh, I can't stop thinking about you for a moment.
Madness, I am aware of it.
I not sure if it is because I can't let go, or I don't want too.
I guess that's what's stopping me from reaching out.
Gah, time really flies.
oh well, look at the positive side, I guess I am doing well now?
I hope things will look good in a long run too.
The future is getting harder and harder to move forward to.
Things are getting really really different.
I ask myself:
1. Should I follow my dream?
or
2. Should I be practical?
Sometimes, I really don't know.
The older you get, you start to realize things and see things that you never expect.
You start to see the needs and the society.
Life is unfair.
Not everybody get what they want.
I don't need a big house, I don't need a big car, I don't want expensive stuff.
All I ask for, is to be happy, blessed and feel the love and not the responsibility.
Life is indeed challenging. I am not smart, I am not pretty, nor am I special and unique.
People tell you to 'cross the line' but sometimes, you just have to accept it.
People are better than you, you know it, but you choose to deny it.
You get very protective of things, cos you don't want to lose it.
People get you wrong.
Natural human instincts tell them
1. I wanna make use of you
2. You are trying to control me
3. You afraid of losing me to someone else
4. I give you a certain kind of unexpected advantage
I feel that way too. But I always said, it is okay to be taken advantage of, if that fella knows the limit.
I is fine to loose.
You help someone, and don't expect someone else to help you back.
[Life just don't work that way]
But you know what.
We just have to face it.
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
3:12 AM
3:12 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Working like mad 5 times a week an I can't wait for Kristen to be back! Yay! Anyway, I'm extremely tired now, but just want monkeh pants to be alive in a way or another. Misses~
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
11:38 PM
11:38 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2011
It is really ages that I heaven't blog. Life is going pretty fine, nothing messed up. But nothing really exciting too. I guess this is the time where we all look for something fun to do. Looking at life options and finding things you are good at. Been hanging out with a lot of people these day and it made me realize how fortunate I am.
I can't wait to visit Korea in October~
Planning in progress and everything should be set and ready to go!
Korean lessons are fun and exciting as usual. Never fail to keep me interested.
Driving is fine too. I finally get the clutch and remembered how to park properly.
Looking at going F1 this year. I want to see Linkin Park and G.Drangon & T.O.P perform!
Let's hope everyone's life gets better and better, cheers :)
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
12:44 AM
12:44 AM
Monday, July 18, 2011
Time passes really really fast :)I'm 19th this year and it was awesome !
3 celebrations from my lovely friends !
1: Awesome classmates ! Thanks for the surprise !!
2: Lovely Eels ! Thanks for the surprise
3: My awesome family ! Thanks for everything
Its 18th July already ! Hahas
I had fun ~
I love you guys so muchhhhhhhhh !!
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
12:00 AM
12:00 AM
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
I love monkeh pants page .
This blog is pretty much my favourite compared to all the other ones.
Haven blogged for ages .
Life is tiring as usual .
Sometimes I wonder why god make us go through all the dramas
Is it some kind of test?
I wanna leave this place as soon as possible.
I don't wanna have kids in future.
You suffered so much, why bring them to this world and let them go through what you have gone through?
Maybe I shall adopt the unfortunate kids
At least they might appreciate and I swear I will love them and at least not worry about home.
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
7:55 AM
7:55 AM
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Life is so tiring.
Sometimes we get tired of living.
But I look at the people around me.
Some deserves more than what they are getting now.
So I must bear with everything and appreciate.
If only I could reach my hands out more to help.
But i really do not know what to do.
I can only lend my listening ear, and pray hard things will get better.
For that my friend, I wish you all the best.
Exams are around the corner, and i'm getting really stressed out.
Eating like mad.
Its either I eat ALOT, or I don't eat at all.
Needa choose one.
Sometimes we get tired of living.
But I look at the people around me.
Some deserves more than what they are getting now.
So I must bear with everything and appreciate.
If only I could reach my hands out more to help.
But i really do not know what to do.
I can only lend my listening ear, and pray hard things will get better.
For that my friend, I wish you all the best.
Exams are around the corner, and i'm getting really stressed out.
Eating like mad.
Its either I eat ALOT, or I don't eat at all.
Needa choose one.
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
1:31 AM
1:31 AM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
unexplainable sorry
I don't know how i should put this.
I did not take everything seriously and I was too carried away
that I neglected your feelings.
It hurts so bad now, not being able to know how you feel.
I didn't have the chance to explain as well.
I really don't want to lose a friend
One i can proudly say, "Yes, he is one of my best-est friend ever"
Even if you are still mad at me, and you will not forgive me.
10 years down the road, I hope that if I see you, I will smile at you, and you will smile back.
My greatest wish now is that you will talk to me again
That you will tell me everything I was wrong.
Give me a chance to apologize whole heartedly.
It REALLY REALLY REALLY hurts to see you like this.
It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me anymore, It's not your fault ..
But i really don't want this friendship to go down to the drain.
I wished I was not there, I wish I could go back and change things, I wish I was more attentive.
I REALLY WISHED EVERYTHING WAS BACK TO NORMAL.
Even if we were not to meet, I don't want to see you hurt.
I hope that I can give you a hug, and things will go back to normal like before.
I am really sorry ):
I don't know how i should put this.
I did not take everything seriously and I was too carried away
that I neglected your feelings.
It hurts so bad now, not being able to know how you feel.
I didn't have the chance to explain as well.
I really don't want to lose a friend
One i can proudly say, "Yes, he is one of my best-est friend ever"
Even if you are still mad at me, and you will not forgive me.
10 years down the road, I hope that if I see you, I will smile at you, and you will smile back.
My greatest wish now is that you will talk to me again
That you will tell me everything I was wrong.
Give me a chance to apologize whole heartedly.
It REALLY REALLY REALLY hurts to see you like this.
It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me anymore, It's not your fault ..
But i really don't want this friendship to go down to the drain.
I wished I was not there, I wish I could go back and change things, I wish I was more attentive.
I REALLY WISHED EVERYTHING WAS BACK TO NORMAL.
Even if we were not to meet, I don't want to see you hurt.
I hope that I can give you a hug, and things will go back to normal like before.
I am really sorry ):
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
9:55 PM
9:55 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
well, I feel that life is unfair, unexpecting as well .
We will never know what will happen next .
I have noticed something weird in you I guess.
I don't understand why you act this way.
Its as if you are afraid that people will take things away from you .
Well, i don't know (:
We will never know what will happen next .
I have noticed something weird in you I guess.
I don't understand why you act this way.
Its as if you are afraid that people will take things away from you .
Well, i don't know (:
♥it's always you that breaks my heart
10:14 AM
10:14 AM